Akward?......not

Ok so yes I am still mad but not as much(good news for some). I really don't know why you guys started to sort this out on the web again seeing what happened last time.(in my opinion sorting out stuff on the web just makes it worse) Yes(alyssa i know i said the y word,(inside joke with me and alyssa), I know all of this makes it sound like I want to cause drama. I don't want to have people trying to solve it( if u started to try to, plz stop). But what I don't get is why you got mad when we walked away when you tried to come over after I told you that I wanted to talk to Alyssa alone. I know that Hannah L and her gang came over and we didn't leave. I lowered my voice and started to talk about soccer. (I know this is gonna be trying to sort stuff out on the internet and that it will seem like I am blowing my head off, but I am really frustrated.) I personally feel like Abby tries to have Alyssa all to herself( and I know you r gonna say that I cant be sayin anything) and that I only get to talk to Alyssa at recess because barely in reading, mornings are taken by walks with no purpose, after lunch is taken by walks, too that sometimes cause you guys to be late. I barely get to talk to Alyssa anymore and when abby's not there, Alyssa wants Abby or Madison Hite. I am truly done and if you want more details, text me.